Hey,
Intro:
So I'm back in San Diego.
Times were sorta hard coming back. The first week I came back I felt like sort of a leash. I didn't want to hang out with any of my old friends....I couldn't get myself too. I wanted to embark with new people, new activities and be taught by some wise people.. I have a new job as a skateboard instructor at the YMCA Encinitas where I teach kids the fundamentals of skateboarding. I am excited about this because now I get to be what I once looked up to when I was a kid. I have been out of town climbing the past 3 weekends and am constantly learning about how to conduct my life better and better. I have even found someone whom I enjoy being around (a pretty girl) and hopefully can show here (from time to time) a good time.
But there is a lot going on for me on a deeper or higher level right now....
Whatever you wanna call it.
So what you can do is play this song. Start reading my verses after the intro....("cause you know we don't flip flop") Thanks! I'll leave a song for your listening pleasure too! Thanks for reading!!
So let me break this down for ya:
Play the link above (KRS ONE) Read to the beat: (start after intro: "we don't flip flop") nod your f----- head.
You could call me un preachable, un lesson, talk about my life I'll bust yo ass with my smiff n wessun.
But where did that really get me? Between a rock and hard place and where people disrespect me.
But I didn't really want that. And Want my life back. And I'd do anything to get on track.
So I had to sit down, on the ground . peep the surrounding world in new view and listen to my life sounds.
This started first with a phone call. From A.C. the P.D. Letting me know I'm not a know and all.
He taught me a vital lesson. To use my life positively and focus in the right direction.
That was my first sign of recovery. that there was something right above me always looking down on me. This force stronger than myself. I learned to focus on my insides not get vexed on my current wealth.
I had to sit back in my chair. Think about actions I commit, run my fingers through my hair. Take a deep breath and stand up. Fill up m coffee cup and focus how I'll never give this up. Ask my self all types of questions.
In retrospection, you could call this a reflection.
Look at yourself and see yourself. In a situation, how did I react? And arrive at destination?
I had to learn from my actions. Which led to my current point....I call this life satisfaction.
Let's get back to the center. I had to enter. Into life as a contender. Life was always such a fight. I wasn't winning. So I had to start from the beginning.
The second lesson was listen. . This was a hard decision. But on the good life I was missing. I tuned my ears up to the wise. Waited out the storm til I saw clearly through my eyes and I could vocalize.
The largest lesson was that 'I don't know'. When you know everything...Theres a whole side that you don't. And that shit there's quite deep. Like when your at the lightest point , darkness is beginning to creep.
I've been focusing on my spiritual, and on my physical now my body is the miracle. I noticed the good starts to come. My life is young, count blessings from my thumb, and on one hand, because there's more where that.. came from my man.
MC's don't know....And I'm like that. Don't fuck with cause my knowledge tends to bite back. :) I'll keep this note short n sweet. I know nothing, thanks for reading to the beat.
And for your listening pleasure:
Thanks for peepin' my blog.
-Me, Scotty G
